I’m either getting sick again— which, Christ, please, fucking no– or my medication got directly on top of me after today’s shot, and one way or another I had more ledge-talking-off-talks going on at the end of the day and apparently I’ve become the staff emotional support teacher this year?

It genuinely wasn’t that bad of a week for me, but holy hell am I shot emotionally right now, mostly because of all the heavy lifting I’ve had to do on behalf of other people. I want to play video games for an hour but it’s also 8:33 right now, which makes me twenty-seven minutes away from being able to go to bed without feeling bad about myself, and if I start the process now…