On important dates and important dates

First, the pointless griping: Film director Bong Joon-ho apparently won a pile of Oscars last night. I have not seen Parasite, which as far as I know features no American superheroes, although my wife has expressed an interest in streaming it once such a thing is available, but I have no reason to disagree with the award given that I saw virtually none of the nominated films, and in fact I’m saying “virtually none” here because I have no idea what was actually nominated for anything and it’s therefore possible that I’ve seen some of them.

Man, I remember when the Oscars were a big deal, personally, and I was seeing 40-50 movies a year. I really miss that, believe it or not; I just don’t have that kind of time any longer, and living in South Bend instead of Chicago means I’m much more limited in what I can see.

Anyway, point is the Goddamned Snowpiercer post is surging again; it’s gotten about as many hits today all by itself as the entire site typically gets in two days, and as it’s only 6 PM I suspect that ratio will be increasing fairly radically by the time I go to bed tonight, and the bump will probably last at least another few days. That post will never, ever die.


  • My wife’s birthday is Thursday;
  • Friday is Valentine’s Day;
  • The 29th is our 12th/3rd anniversary; we were married in 2008 so it has been twelve years, and we were married on Leap Day so this will be the third actual real anniversary we should have.

We typically make a fairly big deal out of Real Anniversaries, although the last big celebration was for our 10th anniversary when we went to see Hamilton in Chicago. We are … somewhat bereft of ideas for any of these things this year; I asked my wife if she wanted to do anything either for her birthday or for Valentine’s Day an hour or so ago and I could see part of her soul die when I asked the question. Before you jump on my case, be aware that neither of us are either especially romantic people or big celebrators of arbitrary dates; we don’t make a big deal out of my birthday either, and Valentine’s Day has always been treated as more of an annoyance instead of an actual thing. So chances are this weekend is not going to be all that big of a deal.

But I wanna do something for our anniversary, dammit, and my first choice– going to Chicago and having dinner at Alinea— got shot down on account of being insanely, grotesquely expensive.

This is where you come in, Internet. What shall we do for our 12th/3rd anniversary? Give us good ideas; we’re broken and don’t have any.

A TRUE TALE: The worst date I ever had

largeI don’t recall who I was talking to, but I was on Twitter not too long ago and talking to a few someones about dating.  We started one-upping each other about the worst dates we’d ever had.  I won, with this story, and it was requested that I give further details at some point in the future.  Having nothing else to talk about at the moment other than writing, and suspecting (as I do) that y’all may be tiring of reading about other words I’ve written, let’s tell a story about a bad date.

(The picture is relevant, for reasons I’m not going to reveal.)

There was a time in which I was doing a lot of online dating.  I was– and I’ll admit my grasp of the timeline here is a bit fuzzy– either in grad school or in between grad schools, and had discovered that Chicago had a high enough population density that finding potential dates through Match.com or whatever the name of the service Salon was using at the time was actually not too terribly difficult, even for someone with my, shall we say, nontraditional approach to personal beauty and somewhat suspect hobbies.

Point is, I found some sites that were full of women that weren’t too picky about appearances so long as you were interesting.  Turns out I can do that.  It was Nirvana.  I wasn’t dating a lot, but going out with 2-3 different women in a month wasn’t exactly unheard of, and compared to the entire rest of my dating history I felt like Casanova.

At some point, I got really mercenary about the “exchange lots of emails” part of the process, though.  One or two, and then if you were interesting I was looking for a phone number and a date somewhere public.  I managed to attract the attention of a cute redhead, which was like the promised land as far as I was concerned.  I have always, my entire life, been hugely into redheads, and redheads have never ever wanted to have anything to do with me.  In fact, truth: this date I’m about to describe was the only date I’ve ever had with a redhead.  I love them.  They don’t love me back.

(My wife is a brunette.  Occasionally I get on her to dye her hair.  I got her into a reeeal deep auburn at one point; it’s as close as I’ve gotten.)

Right, so: This particular young lady made a request of me that, at the time, I found reasonable.  She asked that I not bring my cell phone along with me on the date.  Now, this was way before smartphones, and in fact it was long enough ago that the fact that I had a cellphone was still at least somewhat notable.  Nowadays, there’s no way that I comply with this request, and in fact I’ll find it a bit creepy.  Back then?  You don’t want me to bring my phone?  OK, sure.  I left it at home.  The plan: dinner, movie, “we’ll see.”  Typical, right?

She’d picked a restaurant near where she lived, which was on the north side of town.  Chicago’s easy enough to get around in that it’s difficult to get lost, but it was still in a part of town I was unfamiliar with.  Dinner was… weird.  We spent most of the meal arguing and taking shots at each other, in a way that felt like funny banter about 90% of the time and 10% of the time just seemed sorta bitter and mean.

Then, as we were paying for the food (strictly Dutch, by the way,) she wrote something down on a piece of paper and handed it to our waiter.  He gave both of us a weird look and moved on without saying anything.

“What was that?” I asked.

“My number,” she said.  “He’s cute.  I’ve been in here before.”

Now, at this point, most guys would have left, and it might be some sort of a commentary on my own self-confidence that I didn’t immediately end the date.  However, one thing I’d definitely learned about online dating?  Is that sometimes you go on a date for the date, and sometimes you go on a date for the story.  And this had just catapulted itself firmly into “good story” territory.  And she had a little twinkle in her eye that told me I was being tested somehow.

So.  We ain’t married, right?  I just met you.  Give dude your number, I don’t give a fuck.  It’s not like we didn’t meet online; I know we’re both seeing other people.

On to the movie!

Which was a little film by an independent filmmaker that both of us had heard of but neither of us knew much about named Darren Aronofsky.  (Ooh, wait, this means I can date the date!)

The movie?  Requiem for a Dream.  Which is totally the best date movie of all time.

(Admission: It’s possible it was Solaris, which was in 2002, and not RfaD, in 2000.  The Solaris date was godawful too, and I’m pretty sure I remember who that was with, and it wasn’t this girl.  But I’m having doubts right now.  Not big ones.  Pretty sure it was Requiem.  And Requiem’s definitely funnier, so let’s go with that.)

As we left the theater, we were joking about how terrifyingly inappropriate a movie we’d chosen, and one of us– I think it was me– started joking about how this had to be the worst date either of us had been on.  And we started comparing stories about shitty dates, while on a shitty date, and walking back to the car.  Like, trying to one-up each other, and come up with dates that we’d been on that were shittier than the one we were on.

In other words, the vibe was really weird.

And then she asked me if she could borrow my phone.

“I didn’t bring my phone.  You told me not to, remember?”

“Oh,” she says.  “I was going to call my friends and see where they’re at tonight.”

I raise an eyebrow.  Interesting.

“Well, we could go back to your place and just call somebody from there, and then head to wherever they are,” I said.

“Oh, you’re not going.  Would you mind giving me a ride, though?”  That twinkle was back in her eye; this was another test.

As it turned out, I did mind.  I took her back home, of course; I’d picked her up, so it was the proper thing to do, but I declined to deliver her to the next part of her evening.  The weird thing is that we both sorta shrugged it off; it’s coming off as astonishingly rude as I’m writing this, but remember that this was a blind date and this chick didn’t know me.  She’d made plans with her friends after the date.  That’s not actually a terrible thing, especially pre-cell-phone where otherwise I could have just taken off with her and nobody would have noticed for a couple of days.  Presumably they’d had something set up if the plan rapidly became I MUST BRING THIS MAN HOME AND BONE HIM IMMEDIATELY, but it’s not like I could get mad about it.

Sadly, there was not a second date.  I did email her again, mostly out of curiosity about how she’d actually thought the evening had gone without me there.  It’s weirdly meta, right, joking about how shitty a date is going while you’re on the date, and we’d already set up this weird bantering/picking on each other vibe, so… were either of us serious?  I have no idea.  I didn’t get a kiss at the end of the night, but the hug was a couple seconds longer than it needed to be.  Was that good?  No fuckin’ clue.

And that’s the worst date I’ve ever been on.

Addendum: When this popped back into my head a few weeks ago or however long it was, I looked her up.  She’s got an extremely uncommon name, and is in fact still using some of the online handles she was using back then, which I still recall on account of the date being memorable.  She appears to still be single and is now a hot redheaded librarian.  I will not be sending her a link to this post, although I admit I’m curious as to whether she remembers the date as well as I do.